Better Moment

I'm better this evening. Joshua and I spent the day running errands, getting groceries etc. Joshua picked up Asa in the early afternoon and Mom and Papa picked me up for my biopsy. I was scared, but it was OK. The mammogram after was actually worse. The "tumor" could be seen on the mammogram, but couldn't be seen last year. So very important ladies to get a mammogram yearly. I'm better emotionally tonight. I've spent a few hours with Asa and we named one of his soccer action figures "chemotherapy guy" because he's bald. Asa told me that chemotherapy guy's hair will grow in after treatment is over. LOL He's only 4, but oh so in tune what is going on around us. Emotions are running rampant over here at our house.

I'm very tired. I hope to have the pathology report tomorrow, no later than Friday. I'm praying that it is OK. If not, then that's OK too. See? I'm doing better! Being bi-polar is a breeze compared to this roller coaster of emotions.

I love my family and my husband and my son so much. I have a lot to live for.