We are finally feeling a bit better today. Yesterday Asa and I went to Sissy's and just laid around. None of us had any energy except maybe Asa and Valentina. It's so good just to have them getting back to normal.
I'm not sure what the day holds for us today. I know I have to dye my hair. It's about 3 weeks past due. VERY GRAY. Doing laundry, cooking breakfast for my boys, and then cleaning. YUK. I'm hoping that sissy may have a better day planned for us:)
I had a panic attack last night. I just couldn't get a hold on it. I even took a Lorazepam, and NOTHING. After taking that and it didnt' calm me down, it got even worse. I couldn't breathe, couldn't see straight, and was crawling under my skin. The more I tried to calm my self down, the worse it seemed to get. Not sure what triggered it, but it did die down after Josh got home at midnight. It was horrible. I have been having them more and more lately, after not having 1 for a few years.
Asa is yelling for me, probably needs more milk or wants me to wipe his nose:( . He refuses to blow his nose. He would rather not breathe. Hopefully he will eat today. He has gotten so thin, it's kind of scary. His shoulder blades poke out of his back, and he has no butt. Today is another day.
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mom's making taco salad! I just got a burst of energy so I emptied the dishwasher and dressed Valentina. Now it's gone so I'm back to sitting on my ass and looking on the computer. I hope you come over!
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