I FIGURED IT OUT! oh...and TGIF!

Well, after experimenting with my bi polar meds I realized that the Abilify has been giving me the shakes and the muscle spasms. I didn't take it 2 nights ago, and felt like NORMAL yesterday and actually had energy to do laundry and didn't need a nap. Side effects are horrible, and I know why bi polar's go off med's so quickly. I HAVE called my PCP to make sure it's ok to stop cold turkey. I feel like I have hope again, and will feel good again. THANK GOD!

My inlaws are leaving tomorrow and I'm a bit relieved and also sad. I just started feeeling good and now they are leaving. I had wanted to cook and entertain, but hadn't been feeling good enough to do that. Even my mother in law said I seemed very drugged and medicated. I love my mother in law very much. She is such a sweetheart, and we are alike in many ways, and our husbands are very much alike so we can relate:)

I have to work until 2pm today, and sissy is bringing me Mcdonalds today. YUM, what a luxury. It will be very tasty as it is not what I eat anymore. NO MORE FAST FOOD FOR ME!

Asa is talking so much. He is hilarious. He has been scared of going to sleep lately, but now I am leaving his door open and he hasn't made a sound. I'm glad for him, I remember being scared when I was a kid too. He says that he see's monsters and shadows. I just tell him that we are there too, and that he has 4 angels watching over him, 1 in each corner of his room protecting him. He asks me at night if the angels are there. He seems content with that.

Asa has another ear surgery on Tuesday. Please pray for us. I'm a bit superstitious and it's a full moon that day. I don't want to be nervous as it's only a 15 minute surgery. THANK GOD!

Well, another weekend is upon us, let us sing praises!!! LOL SHAKE N BAKE!!!