Today

Today is my therapy appointment with a new therapist. I'm glad, but dreading it too. I hope she's not some holy roller. That's the last thing I need right now. I guess I want to feel sorry for myself and wait to feel better. I'm dropping a bit mentally, had a meltdown last evening. I think I'm down as I had to be up last week when the family was in Guatemala City. I need to get out of this funk, and hopefully looking forward to having the pins taken out of my toe, will help. That is supposed to happen on Friday, so PLEASE PRAY that it will be done.

I can't wait to play with Asa outside again. We have been cooped up in the house all summer when I am alone with him. When Josh gets home, he plays ball with him, but I'm stuck. Asa was such a sweetie yesterday. He reminded me that he was a good boy at the grocery store and at the boat store, so he put stickers on his star chart by himself. He's so funny. Last night he went right to bed, after telling me that he was going to cry and cry if he couldn't sleep in my bed. I said cry all you want, it's not happening. He crossed his arms in front of him and said, yes, I want to sleep in your bed. Then he left, got his blanket and walked into his room. The night before he had cried for me for 1 1/2 hours while in his crib. It made me feel bad, but I can't sleep with him, he moves too much, and he really does like his crib. He had gotten spoiled sleeping with us over the weekend, and then sleeping with mom and papa too. But last night, he knew it wasn't going to work, and he went right to bed. I'm glad that he still likes his crib. He has never tried to get out, which I hear is amazing for him nearly being 3. THANK GOD! HES CONTAINED THERE!!! LOL

I feel better after writing as I've been a bit depressed. I need to take some photos and post, and will do so soon. My little man is growing so fast, I don't want to miss a thing.