New meds update

Well, I'm thinking my meds dosage's are too high, although I feel great. I can't sleep, and I'm clenching my teeth, and just feeling a little caffienated..kind of edgy. Ughhh, feeling high is almost worse than feeling low. I guess I need to call Dr. H and give an update. I feel I'll need the energy to handle the week with out mom and sissy, so will probably go in after they get home next week. Josh says that I'm doing so much better. The rage issues are virtually gone, and I'm not crying everyday, which is a good thing. Even with the familia leaving, I'm feeling OK.

I went to visit sissy and mom last night. Valentina's suitcase is all packed and I didn't realize that they would have to take toys, bath items and diapers. It all seems so surreal. My sister is going to see her daughter for the first time in real life. So wonderful and horrible at the same time. ( NOW I"M CRYING DAMN IT) My sister is the strongest woman I have ever known. I want to grow up to be like her!

Today after work, it's a Target day with mom and sissy and Asa. We are going to calorie overload "Spaghetti Factory" today for lunch. It will be nice, just very filling. I'm already feeling pretty "filled" today! I can't wait to spend the afternoon with the fam, and then go over to sissy's tonight to give out good byes before they leave for Guatemala City. It's hard for them to leave us behind, as we always travel together. But this is business I suppose.

Well, until later. I hope that you all have a wonderful day, and SHAKE N BAKE!!!