FRIDAY!

Thank GOD!! Even with 2 days off, I'm still very sleepy. I'm so tired, emotionally and physically. I need a break with my family. I can't wait to spend the weekend with them. I missed Josh terribly yesterday as he had a very long day at work.
I've been crying most of the day. I hope that my med's are working. Maybe too well. I was up a bit on Tuesday, and since, have been either angry or crying. ARGHHH!!! I'm sad today, but feeling very anxious and stiff in my body. Not feeling calm at all, or at peace. I see Dr. H next Monday and hopefully he'll have some answers. My mind is feeling clear, just not feeling "right". I know I sound confusing, but that's the way bi-polar is. Always a rollar coaster.
I take Asa to the Dr. today for his ear. A cyst seems to be appearing again, even after his surgery. It's very painful. I can't touch it, and it hurts when I put his shirts on. Poor thing. I'm hoping for NO surgery again. I love him so much it's hurting today.
I am able to drive again, yeah. That's so much better, I don't feel like an invalid anymore. It's not very comfy, but I can.
What a beautiful day, and I'm going to stay optimistic. Shake N' Bake baby!