Surgery Day

I go into surgery today at 2:15 for my big toe surgery. It sounds utterly ridiculous, but it's for REAL!! I will feel better after, and I'm not nervous at all. Yesterday I had a pity party for myself, thinking that my summer is lost, no gardening, no running or walking for that matter ect...Sissy helped me so much yesterday, she is the best sissy ever. I love her so much, and she does so much for me, literally, and mentally. I feel so much better today after I cried on her shoulder and she told me that life just sucks sometimes.
Emotionally, bi-polar wise, I'm doing ok. I'm pretty mellow, and feeling good. That makes me very happy.
Asa was not a good boy for dad yesterday, and Asa hit Josh. I had told Asa 2 minutes before he hit, that he would get an otter pop. Well dad vetoed, and I agreed. Asa was quite for a minute, and said, "mum, talk to DAD!". It was hilarious. Already pitting us against each other, and he's 2!!
To all those that are so sweet and comment on my blog, I need your emails so I can reply.
Well, I'm starvin' and can't eat or drink since I'm going under the knife in 4 hours. Poor me....