Unreal!

I wish I could personally thank EVERYONE who has donated, prayed and spent time working on the raffle. It was a HUGE success and I'm shocked. It is a miracle. Thank you to all my friends. I can't believe the support that I haven't gotten from "friends" that I have never met or talked to. It's a miracle and I'm so happy. Life is really good :)

I also had another miracle happen last night. Joshua has been wanting to work days at his full time job for quite some time now and has asked on numerous occasions and there has never been a position open. Late last night, his boss called and offered him day shift. Joshua will not be a supervisor at his new position, and he won't get his boss pay but I think he will be able to work his way up like he did on night shift. HE'S GOING TO BE WITH ME IN THE EVENINGS AND THROUGH THE NIGHT! YEA! I can't believe that either. He works days at his part time job so the sleep transition won't be an issue anymore either! YEA! What a great night last night! I am so blessed! And I even have CANCER!

I only cried a couple of times yesterday. Pretty good for me. I cried after my surgeon called me and told me I had a new breast cancer. That was the result of the biopsy from Friday. I pretty much thought that, but it's harder to hear it's true. My surgeon also assured me that it was so important to have the D & C and he knows it was so horrible for me, but it's already been a benefit to me. We still don't know the full pathology report, so we don't what type of cancer it is, or how it will be treated. I'm OK though. Chemo is going to be hard, but this waiting business is harder. I just want to start getting rid of this cancer.

I love you guys and thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, thank you thank you. I appreciate each and every one of you so much. I have so much help and support to get me through this, that it's been pretty hard to feel sorry for myself the last couple of days. So THANK YOU!

Yesterday, on the way home from Sissy's BBQ. Asa was scared and stiff as a board on the motorcycle.

my soccer pro. How adorable are his knee socks? VERY ADORABLE!

The LOVE OF MY LIFE and my greatest cheerleader and support. I love him so much. I'm a lucky wife :) And he's a lucky husband :)

Papa came over and joined in on the soccer fun. I just sat at the sidelines and gave Asa hi-5's as he would run by after a goal.

Asa's soccer action figures.

Asa eating a healthy breakfast of corn dog and Popsicle. Not in that order. And shirtless.

Josh wanted to make sure that I posted this picture of me. It was the morning after my port "install" and he told me I looked beautiful sitting there. I'm bringing sexy back for sure. I love my son in the back round eating his healthy breakfast. I have cancer....and I'm not going to complain on what Joshua fixes us for our breakfast, lunch or dinner.

Sig sent me a book (many actually) and I have laughed and cried while reading them. One of the things that I have clung to is to play the cancer card as often as I can. I did it yesterday while shopping for a supportive sports bra to wear at night. I didn't' have one and it helped me tremendously last night with my pain. ANYWAY, I was in the ladies dressing room and I asked if Joshua could come in and help me put it on, that I was having difficulties putting it on. (I really was, my left arm pit still hurts from the biopsy and my port hurts when I rub any clothing along it). The lady said no men allowed. I said "I have cancer, have just had surgery and I'm having a hard time. I need my husband's help". She let him in :) SO, it's not so bad having cancer.

Asa at his end of spring season soccer. He is so grown up.